I <3 Paul McKenna

Wow! I really can eat whatever I want. This is so freaking awesome. I had a calzone from Larosa's tonight, because that was what I wanted. I realize I won't always get "exactly" what I want to eat, because we have an menu and so forth, but the point being that I CAN, IN FACT, eat whatever foods I enjoy eating!!! I ate about 1/3rd off the Calzone, had a Fry and 1 slice of Garlic Bread with Cheese and took the rest home. Hooray! ;) The waitress seemed kinda disappointed, but what does she care? I still paid for my food. Hehehe. My god, could you imagine if everyone in the world started eating this way? They'd need to make restuarants so much bigger!! People would take forever to eat and waiting times would be astronomical. Hehehe.... I think my brain is starting to "get it" that I'm not going to starve myself of things I love. I smelled some really good bread at the bakery when we swung by the grocery store for a few items. But I didn't start panicing and "oh my god gotta have bread" I was able to say "hey, that smells really good!" Also, Didn't really have any reaction around the cookies and chips either. Might have been because I was full at the time, since we had just come from dinner, but I don't know. It could just be the system working. Eeek... I'm very happy right now.